We’ve just closed out June, and there’s lots of drama in the garden. The stakes are high everywhere. It’s the wild, wild Northeast Portland out there. Fuzzed-out birds blunder into the air on untested wings that were as airworthy as pencil erasers two weeks ago. They have nothing going for them but parental encouragement, a ravenous appetite, and remarkable bodies made from a starter-goober and about twenty-one days of non-stop caterpillars.

It’s a damn miracle, is what it is, how you take that crunkled-up gummy out of an eggshell and jam grubs and bugs in the top end, pull little diapers out the bottom end and, somehow, assemble a whole bird along the way, in a few short weeks. And all there is left for the little miracle to do is practice being an adult. Part of which involves trusting your own sense of danger. There is an ominous silhouette in the sky and a sly fanged menace skulking on the ground and, inexplicably, a little round human in the middle creeping up on them with an outstretched hand full of mealworms. None of it is to be trusted, although the mealworm dispenser is at least interesting. There’s a lot to learn.

And plenty of them don’t get to the first lesson.

A Cooper’s hawk is busy making fettucine out of one of them, high on a mossy branch, with a loud accompaniment from its mom and dad, who would have liked some return on their considerable investment of bugs and effort.

It’s a scary world out there, but still plenty of things for a new bird to enjoy. Perhaps you are a small dapper little number and you can entertain yourself singing a different song damn near every day to see how often you can get the little round human to punch her Merlin app and say Jesus Christ it’s that Bewick’s wren again.

But there’s entertainment for the human too. Never gets old: put a peanut out for her personal crow, two inches from her hand, and watch him sidle up, inch by inch, coming in sideways for a quick getaway, eyeing her the whole way, and then NAB it and hop a whole five inches away to hammer away at it. Like the only scary bit was maybe not getting the peanut.

Or she can just sit with her eyes shut and listen to the new baby crow yacketing away for food, its metronomic bleats coming in louder and quicker until suddenly they collapse into a near-fatal stranglement; and then there’s a ten-second pause for swallowing, and the whole thing starts over.

It’s a hopeful time of year. Everyone seems to be reading from the same ancient script and the score is spectacular. And then it all peters out into business as usual, for the survivors. But there’s still something for the human to look forward to.

Molting season. I love it. My god. You’ve never seen a shabbier bunch than August birds around here. Most birds are beautiful but it’s all about the wardrobe. You start to shred that up and you’re right back to being a goober. It’s very heartening, for a human female. Us? We are goobers until we’re at least forty years old, blundering branch to branch. And as soon as we figure out how to fly, we molt. Only with us, it doesn’t grow back.